I Want To Be Me Again

In regards to feeling absolutely miserable since I got home for the summer:   I think the worst part of it is that I can’t even bring myself to practice anymore. Just a little over a month ago, music was my life. I was motivated and determined and I just have no drive anymore. I …

Grasping

Why are we so fucked up? You and I… me and you… us… whatever the hell we are. The cycle is getting exhausting- constantly denying the fact that we have feelings at all, while using each other to fuck away the pain of past loves that we are completely aware exists. I want to be …

I’m Sorry: A Letter For My Almost Lover

More than anything, I just want to erase every single piece of you from my memory. I don’t want to remember the time that I had mono and you visited me anyway and tried to cheer me up (it worked). I don’t want to remember all of the smiles you put on my face during the …